Yes! It's the first day of the month and yet, it's not a good start for me to be well motivated... I hate to say that people are just shallow, fault- finders and heartless.Since I came here, I know that there are more difficulties than what I've expected. These hardships are most likely the people you're always with. There are those who think highly of themselves, those who are cruel in saying the things that they want without thinking that may hurt other people's feelings, those who are blind to see that a person who's not yet so good has the right to commit mistakes and so on....
Practice makes perfect. But only God is perfect. It only means that even if you're the richest and toughest man on earth, you will still commit mistakes. And so do I.
These past few days, I'm starting to realize something, " happiness is a bliss", so I should make the most of it. Why don't I try to see the real world, the real me, the one that I really wanted to happen. The situation shouldn't hold me back. I need to be stronger for my family coz they are the only reason why I'm here, fighting.
Dear God, I hope that these people may also learn from their mistakes, that I am not perfect,, that they should be perfect first before throwing anything on me. I am more than willing to change for the better. Hoping that they may see it.
XoXo,
RHiAnArOb -------<@

My angel just turned six months and she's still growing more beautiful each day. Last Nov. 11, around 10am at Singapore Changi airport, i felt the adrenalin rush again to hold, hug and kiss my most valuable possession. I was so excited that I forgot that Robert was with me. We were actually betting before we went there who should be the first one to come to her. I miss her more than words can say....
Here are my cute discoveries about my Angela:
She's one helluva smiling face and she really looks like a lil angel.. Everytime you speak to her, she will definitely smile or giggle.
She loves to play with her saliva which always make Singapore rain...lol
She can't sleep without the two lil bolster pillow I bought for her since she was born....
She mumbles a lot, showing how smart she will be in the future.

It's more to all these stuffs. My experience of being a mom is irreplaceable. Nobody can take this away from me... Thank you Lord for everything. I love you.... :)