LoVe…LoVe…LoVe…FAILURES...wHy!?!



bkit kya dumdtng sa point ng isang tao yng nag-d-dlwang icp ka? afraid tht u might pick d wrong decision N regret it 4d rest of life!?



hav ya eva felt tht uve been so gaga over sum1 N yet we call it cRaZy...

but we neva thght how stupid we bc0me until we felt tht we've been hurt ??!



and how cum aftr ol d shtz uve been thrgh 2sum1, hurt u lyk no one elz did, still u say...

"MAHAL KO PA RIN SHA..." shetz...

sumtymz wre confused kng mkknig tyo sa tkbo ng utak nten or frm d feelingz we hve in our heart…
they say tht LOVE CONQUERS ALL....ye right!!!



mnsan, n-fe-feel nyo pa yng tipong may mahal k, pero mern nmn syng iba, or u fell 4ur friend but ur too afraid 2let it show coz ur fearing of rejection?

dialogue @d movie My Best Friend's Wedding which Rupert Everett said...

"If you love someone, say it...u say it right then...out LOUD…
or the moment just...passes you by..."



meron nmn yng situation na, tipong threz sum1 in ur lyf N u cld say n hez/shez 'd one' at mssbe mo rn n
mahal na mahal mo sha... but then, uve lost ur trust on him/her...yng tipong bngay mo n lhat ng trust mo nun una, tpos nwla lhat kc nlman mong hez/shez cheatin on ya? dba mskit??! SOBRA!!!

shempre u cnt help 2thnk tht he/she myt d0 dz 2u again, aftr uv gven him/her a chnce? N now, telln u dz promises tht uve heard a million tymz b4...

but then...what IF he/she broke dz promises in dz 2nd tym arnd?

ewan ko nlang...
--->>>i jz have 2say we can do cRaZy shitz 4d 1 we luv, xcept 2gve all of our tRUSt again...

4short...
itz really hard 2trust sum1 again once uve lost it...i gez it takez tym...


eh pno nmn yng sa situation n gs2 mo mkpg-break? but threz sumthn keepz u holdin bck, yng tipong nttkot kng msktan sha or msktan mo srili mo N regret it l8r tht u did it?

...sumtymz we cant blme ourslves for endng a reltnshp, mybe sa syd ng mga nsktan MaSaMa ka at MaDALi pra sayo un at ngppksaya kpa... i DoN’t think so...



itz also really hard 2break sum1'z heart w/o wnting to..mnsan d mo nmn sha intend n sktan eh..bt u hav 2do it ryt then coz itz mch more painful if u ddnt do it ryt awy...tpos sa huli..ikw p yng masisisi at pustahan...ssbhin p nla sayo...

"BAKIT NGAYON MO LNG SINABI?
---partingz neva EASY...



N sumtymz nman u felt that uve given all uve got 2 give N stiLL it isn’t enuf? stiLL it d0esnt work ryt?
or d0esnt receive anythn in return?
---itz d matter of giving, dont assume tht ull receive mch more of wht u xpect,…

mnsan nmn tipong two tymer k, d mo m-choose one over d otha...mahal mo nga sha pero may qualitiez nmn yng isa na ok at mssbe mong ngkksundo kyo in anyway...itz very hard 2choose dba?

well, gRoW uP!!!
…tAngina,..now ur being SELFISH!
ohh well, uve gotta choose jz one person…N learn 2accept d fct tht 3 is alwyz a CROWD…



and tpos mern nmn yng situation n, mnsan bgla mo sha maalala..ya knoe...yer ex...reminiscn d ol gud tymz uve shared 2getha...somehow u miss him/her ryt? but then,..sumhow threz emptiness insyd of u n d mo mppgilan, N ur thnkin whether ur gonna do sumthn bout it or not, kc u myt be wonderin mybe hez/shez happy wid sum1 elze' armz na...

or scared 2 lose their pride chiken shitz for both partiez..

hw bout nmn sa mga taong hurt or bigo? w/o absolutely no idea why thyve been hurt...N mybe still figurin out whtz d reason of their breakup...

we usually tend 2smyl
but behind d curtains...we're DYIN....

mnsan, dindaan nlng nten sa pglalaseng toh w/our fellow brkadaz or get out of town N do sumthn as a relief 2urslf 4awhle...i blve thtz how it goez...

newy...dnt worry therez sum1 out thre who'LL b d one 2 ease ur pain away...jz widen up ur eyez..or u cld use ur high resolution reading glasses...coz tht myt help prhpz... lolz

...ull neva know...d person bsyd u in a bus myt b d one who cn spend d rest of ur lyf wid...hmmm...

mybe sooner or l8r... (betcha, im sure they will) they’ll probably soon realized wht thyve lost N found…

oh well, 2bad;)...plaging nsa huli tlga and pagsisisi...
itz not ur loss....itz THEIRS...


mdme p jan noh..pDe bA!!!

---we truly neva know wht we've g0t til itz gone...



N we also neva thght d person we l0ved d m0st cld b d one who will hurts us d most...

ok letz jz put it dz way...


di k nmn kc ms-saktan kng d k nagm-mahal eh...
ns-saktan k kc nagm-mahal ka...


mnsan we'd prfer 2b hurt p nga dba?!?



in our point of our livez we shld be so LUCKY 2hav sum1 whoLL NEVA letz us go...

sum1 whoLL luv us even more...N sum1 whoLL cherish us 4d rest of our livez...



---lessons of luv cld brng us so mch pain...

i gez god jz letz us meet few people tht goez in and out in our livez...N those tymz myt be d unforgettable onez...

taughts us lessons in dz insane wrld of LOVE...
d more we've been hurt, d more we gain d lessonz...

but one thng is 4sure..we'll know how 2get up again wen we fall...



dnt b afraid 2 give urself a chance 2 luv again.. dont look back N look 4d qualities frm d past luv 2 someone new...we’re diff kndz of people N has diff personalitiez…but, who knoez...threz mch more u can see in dz new pers0n, tht u can neva thnk of...



ending relationshipz doesnt mean itz d end of d story in a pocketbook,(or a book rather) but itz d beginning of a new chapter in lyf...



LOVE neva keptz as promise wid a word such as "FoReVeR"...

itz not jz a word tht is easy 2say..itz also a place 4us 2get there...

---actions speaks louder than words.



now, as i sat down in d front of my computer, mind spinnin,..bored,…lack of sleep...listenin d2 radio...playn an old skool whch is 4sure one of our fave luv songz of all d tym...

"...and itz tellin me IT MIGHT BE YOU, all of my life..."

dz linez keep circlin lyk butterflies on my head, wonderin who myt be d luv of our livez...





no one cld tell...

no one knowz...

god only knoez...



dz are jz some of d situations in LOVE. i cnt say tht im d one of thse pe0ple who knoez all shitz bout LoVe...im jz sayin dz coz ive learnt fr0m them alot...and sumhow ill cherish dz lessons tht left dz scars frm my past...lessons tht will teach me over N over agen…

i gz itz truly in d matter of our CHOICE in lyf…

gnyan tlga buhay prng lyf...tsk tsk tsk...



LoVe is feelin lyk ur in heaven, but it can also hurt lyk hell. but 1 thng is 4sure, uLL learn 2let go N luv sum1 elz more tht eva u did b4,dz tym it myt be xtra special, do sumthin wonderful dz day 4it will neva cum agen. d0nt live a lyf wid a regret.

take chances, make mistakez...

HAPPINESS - and thtz d only thing u can gve urslf anyway!

[ thx takin ur tym readin dz shitz !...i hpe dz sumthn myt taught u sumhow...fwd dz 2all d peepz who u thnk tht thyve lost their faith in LOVE...]




"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forver." -Ally Mcbeal

hi...long tym no blog...everyone s telling me to update my blog...ive bin very busy ds past few days...mejo sad din....uh well, i'm happy now with my simple life...my misery with "you know who" is over...but u know, itz kinda hard to adjust...nasanay me na anjan sha... at least, i can say dat he's really one of my best friends...and boyfriend...dapat 1 yr and 10 mos n kme...reality bites...he's totally gone...:(kse kahit ganun sha, i did love him dis much...as in, ung lahat ready akong isacrifice juz for him to be happy..as of now, hindi pa rin nawa2la un...ung pictures,mem'riz...lahat nasakin pa.... der are still times na nalu2ngkot ako..sayang kase... sha lng ung taong kaya kong pagsabihan ng kahit ano...but yeah....im moving on... i chose someone now whom i think i can be with while moving on and facing my new life without him... he makes me happy...he's always there for me...un nga lng parang he still loves his ex girlfriend...dapat nga 3 yrs n cla ngaun...im afraid the time wud come and hell tell me na ba2lik sha sa x ña....it wud hurt me....after ayoko na talga...actually nasa library sha ngaun...sabi ña pu2ntahan ña ko after his class....sigh.....im not expecting nething...but ima do evrything to make it work dis tym...malapit na pla bday ko....greatest wish ko.....my dad to come home and be with us on my special day.... ope maging hapi un.... my list na pla ko ng 18 special men and women of my life.....