Wednesday, September 21, 2005

ILOVEYOU.....GOODBYE
Wish I could be the one

The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand
I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh, I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye



i don't know how to start...
my head is really aching..

this is the saddest and most painful birhtday i ever had... :'(
things would turn to be something wonderful if only....

but this is the reality.... i am hurting...
i hope i could compose myself at once...
i'm asking God for utmost guidance and strength..

there's really one line between LOVE and HATRED...
2 years is 2 years...
i have no regrets...
i just can't help but cry everytime...
why did God created people who don't know how to analyze and understand..
who misjudge something irrationally..
who love so unconditionally and later on throw that love away..

to you, who broke my heart and whom i've hurt,
I'm SORRY...
alam kong galit na galit k skin...
pero wla kng karapatang saktan ako ng gan2!!!
damn it!!
i'm not ur wife...
u don't own me..
wala kng karapatang itrato ako na parang wala kng kwentang tao.

hindi ako masamang tao..ang tanging pagkakamali ko lng ay...
binigay ko ang lahat at walang tinira para sa sarili ko..

at ngaun nawawala ako...ni hindi mo ako magawang tulungan..
pagod na kong suyuin ka...
intindihin lahat ng kahinaan mo..
tinanggap kita pero ano...
inabuso mo lahat...
napuno lng cguro ako...
naging masikip ang mundo para sating dalawa...

waaahhh.... i hate you !!

u'll pay 4 everything...lahat ng pananakit na un babalik sau!!
learn to respect women...
hindi na ko magtataka kung balang-araw, bumalik lahat sau to.

alam ng Diyos kung ilang ulit kong inisip lahat ng bagay tungkol sau...
para lng wag kang masaktan at maging masaya ulit tau...

alam nya kung gano kita kamahal pero anong ginawa mo?...
wala akong ibang hiniling noon kundi maging masaya kasama ka.
sa lahat ng oras dahil ikaw ang buhay ko...

hindi lang ikaw ang nagbigay ng buhay mo... ako man...
ung sakin nlng ibi2gay ko pa sau..

gan2 nga KABABAW ang pagmamahal na hindi marunong makinig
at lalong umintindi...

katulad ng pangako ko... at lagi kong hinihiling....
alam mo un...marunong akong tumupad..

love will always find a way..
cnsbi k sau gel ng paulit-ulit.
walang magagawa ang ibng tao pag gnus2..
this is worth fighting for at papatunayan ko yan!


this is it!!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

happy bdy to me...

wishes...

enduring happiness..

healthy life....

success....


how i wish i could turn back the last nineteen years of my life....
i'm not a teenager anymore but i know it doesnt look like one..
well, i guess i'll be facing a greater challenge..ilove it.
it makes me whole... itz sumtin that indicates my being rona.
i'm a strong woman....

well.... kahit na madaming problema, alam kong kaya ko lahat 2..

i still have my friends.... kung wala cla ewan ko nlng..

of course, the love and warmth of my family makes me feel secured..
they believe in me...someday, ill make their efforts well paid off.

my dada will be coming home again..wahhh... uwian ako..hirap pa nman nun..

but the moment of being together with my family, its priceless....

pls God, enlighten my mind.... let me use it in the most sensible yet loving way....

uhm, galing pla kme sa bar kgbi...i was happy..kasama ko mga old klasm8s from hiskul..

esp cna ivy at elaine... khit short time lng...

well..thats it for now, alis p kme... manllibre pa ko.. hay nakakainis..

lovelots

Miracle Morning

Happy Sunday! It's the last day of the month. Exactly 2months and 2 weeks away from Singapore. God is definitely trying to enlighten me...