Saturday, June 26, 2004

Four Seasons Of Loneliness-Boys II Men

I long for, the warmth of, days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty, without you
By my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get the courage to know somebody new
It always falls apart cos they just can't compare to you
You're the one that makes me ....under ball and chain
Reminsce, think about
As I watch for seasons to change
The winter comes and
Chills the air and hits the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe (as springtime)
As springtime makes it's way here, lilac blooms remind me of
The scent of your perfume
Reminsce inside of love,
On summer nights, indeed
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
No no chance the leaves of the trees are bare, when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same
It doesn't feel the same

Oh oh
Remember
The night when (remember the night)
When we closed our eyes (when we closed our eyes)
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
?Everytime we figure out the things that we shared?
I'm that kind of guy, cos I get so emotional
It makes me
..it makes me think I'm under? ball and chain
Reminsce in our love
As I watch for seasons change
The winter comes
It chills the air and hits the snow
I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
The springime makes it's way lilac blooms reminds me of
The scent of your perfume
On summer nights, indeed
I get the hots for you
Skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
No no chance the leaves of the trees are bare when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same

Mmmm
This loneliness has crushed my heart (it's killing me baby)
?Lets be back in love again
........ ease my pain
But four seasons will bring
The loneliness again
When springtime makes it way here, lilac blooms reminds me of
The scent of your perfume
On summer nights, indeed
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
....
Doesn't feel the same

Remember
The warmth of
Days gone by



i cnt help but cry...d song cmply tells what i feel now..i was happy with elaine and ivy few hours ago..first, i went to ivy's place and waited until she got dressed..it wasn't too boring for i read an interesting book while waiting for her..we went to sm, bought a vdeo tape for Sir Palad's hmework...Elaine came and as she said, it was an ultimate bonding for us.. ako kc, lagi akong present..u can find me anywhere or anytime basta wla akong gngawa..im alwez on the go basta lakad nameng tatlo..tnx sa kanilang 2..nbawasan lungkot ko..but now, i feel so alone that i just want to let the days pass quickly as possible...
hndi ko man lang alam kung nsan sha...i hope matapos na lhat ng 2...im not supposed to feel this..hmmm..sori kung sa blog ko pa nla2gay to..ayoko lng sbhin pa sa iba na gn2..pag wlng nangyari nagung gabi..i swear... my mngya2ring hndi dapat...pray for me...un lng...yko na...

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

MYMP - A Little Bit


I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall

I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall



ijust kinda heard d song a while ago...damn,ive been crying a lot this past week..why do people seem to think that way?...i can easily forgive for God sake..But everybody seem to abuse it...what if i'm the kind of person who would like to curse those people who are hurting me?... ang dami nila at bka lhat cla umiiyak din katulad ko...well, with the help of my family,my friends-joy,krystel and mendy,Ryan of course,i'm still in control...pano pag nwala cla?... hndi ako mgda2lawang-icp na gumawa ng bagay na pgccchan ng mga taong gumgulo sakin...i swear!! buti chose to be quiet..and wait for the right time pra ipamuka sa lhat na mali cla!! wag sana kong mapuno,hndi ko alm kayang kong gawin...ayokong mngyari un...guys, mgpakatotoo kau...kung my galit kau sa tao,sabihin nyo..wag nyo ng ipasa,ikuwento pa sa iba..mas mbuting iconfront nyo ung tao xa gnun..dhil pag nkarating un sa taong dpat pgsbhan,cguradong mgiiba...yan pnagmu2lan ng away..at pde ba, aykong mkipagaway dhil masama akong kaaway...i may be quiet..pero pag ngalit ako,sobra2..kya sana wag dumating pa sa point n un..pgod na ko..kya tigilan nyo na kong lahat!!! nauubos na rin pasensha ko samga taong walang alam kundi mgicp ng msama sa iba ng walang basehan!! mata2nda na tau pra mgaway ng dhil sa cmpleng tinginan o taasan ng kilay..mygudd... im sori4 saying these...i'm fed up..sa lhat ng gusto pang sumira sa pagkatao ko, gudluck sa inyo...cguraduhin nyo lng na ba2gsak ako.. dhil kng hndi...c 4 urself..ba2likan ko kaung lhat!!sana handa kaung harapin kung pano ako mgalit...
thank you baby 4 taking care of me..khit inaaway na nila ko at lalo akong nagkasakit,anjan ka pa rin...they just dont know how ur making me stronger each day.. thanks...i trust you...hndi ko ha2yaang mcra un ng iba..hndi ako mdaling mapaniwala..tnxpo tlga..iloveyou somuch.. mlapit na kmeng mg1 year...saya...

Miracle Morning

Happy Sunday! It's the last day of the month. Exactly 2months and 2 weeks away from Singapore. God is definitely trying to enlighten me...