Forever
by Damage

CHORUS
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you
(chorus)

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

CHORUS
(And baby I pray you leave me never)

BRIDGE:
Coz this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe, whenever i'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When I talk, I only talk about you baby

Ryan...i hope you would read this... this is so much dedicated to you.. i am lost without you... *sigh* don't let me cry again... i hate to talk about it but this is one way to get over the pain.. i want you to know that you are one of the best thing that ever happened to me.you showed a different kind of love..i don't know exactly why i am feeling this... you are forgiven..but things are not as easy as that...i miss you...yet i can't feel that you want me back...i'm not being pathetic for you were the one who did something wrong... i don't want to elaborate more... we are human.we both commit mistakes.. someday, i will get over this..remember that i wont include you to my list...napakababaw naman... its not that big but the impact hurts!!!
maybe you have reasons...unreasonable reasons..:,( maybe i wasn't enough... i wasn't giving you that much.. maybe i wasn't there for you when you needed me.. maybe i was never really been a good girlfriend to you... but swear to God, i did evrything to get over my past..thou there are times i want to recall about it...i did my best to let you know i care about you..that i don't want to lose you...never did i want...never did i thought it would happen now...i won't love again as much as i did to you... this may be hard for me but what can i do... i hope we could pass all these.... as long as i love you, i will always be there for you...

" i was afraid this time will come...i wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within...i have learned to live my life beside you.maybe i just dream of you tonite....and if you would come and touch me once again..i just keep on dreamin..til my heartache ends......"

hi....itz our 11th monthsary today...hapi........one month na lng grbe...i love you baby!!!! much po

hi ther everyone.. i am lil piss of again.... itz munday morning, i woke up early thou i had 5 hours sleep only..i was so glad that my DAd called up and said that he just bought a new phone for txting... before kc he used to call us lang..it feels like he is just 1 meter away... i miss him so much and i can't wait to see him again...i promise, i would spent most of my time with him...
well i guess i want to end up my argument with my baby's ex.. she just sucks...i dont want to sound insinuating but if u gotta chance to talk to her with that matter, u'll feel like burning her to hell.. i hate her for saying that Ryan is cnungaling and the stuffs.. poor gurl...
i watched Spiderman with my lil bro and my baby last wednesday.. my bro slept half time of the movie... he kept on asking ryan about why certain things happened in the movie.. he's smart and i can proudly say,"mana sa ate".. kahit cno samin ng sis ko..hehehe... my sister does well in school.. she is aiming to be one of the top 3 in class, now that her x bf is one of her rivals for the position.. someone offered her a modeling class, she just ignored and said to me,im not like my ate...sabi nya, i have this confidence na wala daw sha... hmmm... she's pretty naman and madmi din nagsa2bi na she's ptrettier than me.. well, thats something i've accepted when she was born.. but one thing i don't like about her is her pagiging suplada..as in.. if she doesn't know the person, she'll just raise her eyebrow up and stare at you...that's one of the reasons why people seem to say that i am more approachable than her.. i would probably be smiling with someone i really don't know...
one time i was alone, there was this lady who just forced me to give my number and name for his brother... that guy can't even come close to me..but yeah, he shouldn't do it..i'm taken... im used to this kind of situations so my baby really hate the idea of me going somewhere else alone... bur sometimes, i enjoy being alone...
well, regarding my studies,this class-Computer Journalism is not doing any good to us..wala prin pROF!!! ano ba yan... mmamaya, my general assembly ang buong journ..hmmm.. i wanna go home na!!!
hey, before i forgt, we went to the gym last friday when i knew that our class was divided again for guds sake.. unfortunately, i was one of the few chosen studz to transfer to the wednesday shedule...we will be joining some of the irregular students who petitioned for that class....hmm.... the good side if it, i will go home early every friday....
until now, i can feel pain in my left and right abs...i had 6 sets of crunches and sit ups..gwad... it do hurts... i didn't do longer warm up... kc naman...i was so excited to get back using those equipments...im going there at least thrice a week... u wud probably be wondering why.. i just want to get fit and stronger... itz really good for the cardio... i won't be gettin tired whenever i do some things which i would have to devote my efforts...

Why? Avril Lavigne

why
do you always do this to me
why
couldn’t u just see it though me
how come
you act like this
like you just don’t care at all
do you expect me to believe
I was the only one to fall

I can feel I can feel you near me
even though you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
why
its not supposed to feel this way
I need you I need you
more and more each day
its not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
tell me
are you and me still together
tell me
you think we could last forever
tell me
why

hey
listen to what we’re not sayin
lets play
a different game then what we’re playin
try
to look at me and really see my heart
do u expect me to believe
I’m gonna let us fall apart

I can feel I can feel you near me
even when you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
why
its not supposed to feel this way
I need you I need you
more and more each day
its not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
tell me
are you and me still together
tell me
you think we could last forever
tell me
why

so go and think about
whatever you need to think about
go and dream about
whatever you need to dream about
and come back to me
when you know just how you feel
you feel..

I can feel I can feel you near me
even though you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby
why
its not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you
more and more each day
its not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
tell me
its not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you
more and more each day
its not supposed to hurt this way
I need you I need you I need you
tell me
are you and me still together
tell me
you think we could last forever
tell me
why


im hearing this song more often than before... someone dedicated this for me.. forget him!
well, i'm dedicating this to my one and only cute kitty cat...the man i know who will always take care of me...shempre baby coh un...there are times you will see me staring at nowhere, that you may feel im insane... but those quiet moments were the time i was praying to God... i am happy to have him...i just can't believe how God knows that i need him ... if you would get to know him, you will fall deeper and deeper...as what i am feeling now....he is one my best buddz... i can open up anything to him, khit ung simple to complicated things... i just love the guy so much...sana.............. fate and time will tell...i want him to be the man who will wait for me at the altar,who will give name to my children, who will be with me through thick and thin, who will grow old with me with all his loyalty.i love you baby... they wouldn't know that... but i know you know it and you can feel it... thanks for everything...mwah!!!