Wednesday, May 19, 2004
i mizz my dad... cant wait for september...hey, i dreamed of sumtin last night.. me and ryan wer together..suddenly, we saw the devil and her girlfriend.. i looked at them... as if i'm trying to assess myself if i felt jealous or what... i was not..(",)i smiled and told my baby that they are not worth tym spending...
last night was a coincidence when we saw them (devil and his friends) inside a comp station near our haus.. i was about to finished my article when i heard a commotion.. well, they sat down just one computer away from us.. it was like a narrow space between us and i cudnt breathe... i hate him... it's bad to hate someone but people, you ought to understand me... he's really a total a**... if he wana prove his happy..fine.. i dont give a damn.. not a lil bit....
my baby is sitting beside me... wer both surfing... gotta eat.. so much for today...
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Monday, May 17, 2004
malapit n pla kasal ni ate jho...mgmmganda nnman ako...o cge un lng..my ggwin pa ko eh...
Sunday, May 16, 2004
hi...i feel so alone...wer not in gud terms...let me say that i just want to spend my quality time with the people i love... last saturday,me and elaine went shopping at festival mall..i had fun..i didnt expect that after having fun with my bestfriend, i would mess up with my boyfriend... i ddnt txt him like what he have always wanted... nawalan ako ng load...alabang is not a safe place... but i swear, i did my best to txt him..ngpahinga lng ako kya di ako nakabili ng load agad.. it turned out to be like i ddnt care which was wrong...why should i not care for him.. i love him..so much!!! still, i feel so upset talking to him... i dont know if i want to talk to him.. i want to see him..hug him... but i dont know how...i miss him dis much.. 3 days dat i'm not able 2c him...it feels like 3 years...:'( plz help... ope that everything would be alright.. un lng... i wont go home agad..ima drop by sm..basta i could forget this loneliness...
i'm sorry baby... ilove you so much... i just hope you wont feel like i don't love you or what...no words could explain how much i feel for you..so please...understand..:'(
Miracle Morning
Happy Sunday! It's the last day of the month. Exactly 2months and 2 weeks away from Singapore. God is definitely trying to enlighten me...