Wednesday, May 19, 2004

hmmm....i'm so sleepy...antok pa ko...gs2 ko pa sleep...at last i finished that *...* article...tom is already vacation..if i can call dat vacation.. of course ima do things which cud make me tyrd and relaxd.. hayy... i wna take a break, go to a place that is quiet,as in solemn.... i wna lay down and feel the cold wind touching me... i wna close my eyes and continue dreaming of tomorrow... that i will be a fine looking lady with head up high for my success...
i mizz my dad... cant wait for september...hey, i dreamed of sumtin last night.. me and ryan wer together..suddenly, we saw the devil and her girlfriend.. i looked at them... as if i'm trying to assess myself if i felt jealous or what... i was not..(",)i smiled and told my baby that they are not worth tym spending...
last night was a coincidence when we saw them (devil and his friends) inside a comp station near our haus.. i was about to finished my article when i heard a commotion.. well, they sat down just one computer away from us.. it was like a narrow space between us and i cudnt breathe... i hate him... it's bad to hate someone but people, you ought to understand me... he's really a total a**... if he wana prove his happy..fine.. i dont give a damn.. not a lil bit....
my baby is sitting beside me... wer both surfing... gotta eat.. so much for today...

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hi der... sir didnt check the attendance..i had fun with mah baby yesterday... my brother and him played again last night..magkasundo tlga cla..im happy for that...
still have to gather facts bout that article thing...uhm...ope it wont rain again...gotta go!!!

Monday, May 17, 2004

hi... problem solved!!! i'm happy..bati na kme ng baby ko... miz na miz ko yan...when i saw him hnug ko tlga sha... i love the guy so much!! well, i need to do 2 artcles for d finals...i feel so inspired.. khapon nga, naiyak pa ko sa van..nkkainis tlga...sbi ko i won't do it na...sobrang lakas ng ulan..malungkot kung my kgalit...msaya kung my mhal...hehe..and i'm happy...
malapit n pla kasal ni ate jho...mgmmganda nnman ako...o cge un lng..my ggwin pa ko eh...

Sunday, May 16, 2004

hi...i feel so alone...wer not in gud terms...let me say that i just want to spend my quality time with the people i love... last saturday,me and elaine went shopping at festival mall..i had fun..i didnt expect that after having fun with my bestfriend, i would mess up with my boyfriend... i ddnt txt him like what he have always wanted... nawalan ako ng load...alabang is not a safe place... but i swear, i did my best to txt him..ngpahinga lng ako kya di ako nakabili ng load agad.. it turned out to be like i ddnt care which was wrong...why should i not care for him.. i love him..so much!!! still, i feel so upset talking to him... i dont know if i want to talk to him.. i want to see him..hug him... but i dont know how...i miss him dis much.. 3 days dat i'm not able 2c him...it feels like 3 years...:'( plz help... ope that everything would be alright.. un lng... i wont go home agad..ima drop by sm..basta i could forget this loneliness...
i'm sorry baby... ilove you so much... i just hope you wont feel like i don't love you or what...no words could explain how much i feel for you..so please...understand..:'(

Miracle Morning

Happy Sunday! It's the last day of the month. Exactly 2months and 2 weeks away from Singapore. God is definitely trying to enlighten me...