i just couldn't help it... everybody is looking for him..
the whole world is asking me....
damn....
i am not his tail...
i am not his wings...

there was this lady who sat beside us last saturday..
she just enlightened up my mind not to be so harsh on myself..
i kept on blaming myself for everything which was never right.
she said, " if the man truly loves you, he will definitely let u fly with your own wings and
will try to understand you that life is not being with someone else dependently, it's more of growing individually...."

if ever he would fall for someone else, it's merely the consequence of your decision..
damn, it rily suckz to know that someday, somehow, everything is OVER....
i don't want to say its final... i don't want to put a dot on it...
life is moving....
derz so much to think about rather than to stay in grieve and misery...

she emphasized that love is not just being contented, it's having this kind of excitement that
will make your relationship thrilling and interesting...

well...she's oh so right... love is not loving at all when itz just one way..
when it holds the love tightly that it couldn't breathe...

i am very positive in the way i see my life now..
i am growing.... on my own.....
without someone intruding...
more with someone inspiring...
it feels so good to be carefree...

i'm still searching for an answer...
i just want that man to be honest...
damn that gurl...
they are all liars!!
and so he is....
i just read something which made me think more that he's such a coward...

why?.... let me prove it to you some time....

kAiLan kAya MapaPansiN
M.Y.M.P.
Bakit kaya nangangamba
Sa tuwing ika'y nakikita
Sana nama'y magpakilala
Ilang ulit nang nagkabangga
Aklat kong dala'y pinulot mo pa
'Di ka pa rin nagpakilala

REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala
Dito'y mayroon sa puso ko
Munting puwang laan sa 'yo
Maaari na bang magpakilala

REFRAIN Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin

CHORUS
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin

Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala


para yan sa mga taong naghahangad mapansin...
mga taong pag-ibig lang ang hinihintay dumating para maging ganap na masaya.
bakit nga ba may mga nilalang na manhid...
mga walang pakialam kung ganoo sila nakakasakit.. nakakasakal...
bakit kelngan pang magmahal kung balang araw iiwan ka at iiwan mo sha...
bakit ba nasasaktan nang ikwa lng nakakaalm kung bakit....

sana paggising ko, maging ganap na kong masya..
walang magagalit... walang makikialam...
walang mgsasalita ng kahit ano laban sakin...

sana marami akong puso....
para mapagbigyan ko lahat ng my gusto nito...
sana.....

alam ng Diyos na hindi ko ginustong makasakit ng kahit cno...
sana maintindihan ako ng lahat...
e2 ang buhay ko....
ako lng to...
simple lng ang gusto ko...
maging masaya ng walang hadlang...
walang pag-aalinlangan....