breathe.... yeah, its time to breathe and come out of my shell....bout my last entry, ive passed again the most difficult time of my life..ya i can say, i was hurt physically, emotionally, and spiritually...still, im moving on..im mending my broken heart... u cud possibly ask why...but it doesnt mean that we already brokeup..actually, hes just behind me... i miss him... kahit lagi kmeng mgksama i still miz him...hndi ako mapaghanap...pero mas gusto ko ung kasama ko sha na wala kmeng problemang iniicp...ung masaya lng...ung puro maga2ndang bagay pinaguusapan namen... posible na un ngaun... he may not feel how much i love him these past days dahil mejo cold ako...but everything has its reason... i was alone... there was a time i felt he left me..he was supposed to be at my side..it was my hardest time. :'( i wanted to hold him..i wanted to cry over his shoulders...i wanted to tell him what i feel on that particular moment...pero wala sha..until now, i couldnt believe it..im still here fighting for him... and im loving him even more... lahat ng ginagawa nya naappreciate ko...kahit maliit na bagay..hes been so gud to me..kung alam nyo lng... and dats exactly the reason why im still holding on...mahal na mahal ko sha..di ko lng cnsabi dahil ganun lng, its beyond words... sometimes, i would find myself crying just because im so thankful that he is here...he loves me that much...i know and i can really feel it... i am lucky...lucky...luck... i have someone who comprises the deepest part of me...hes more than a pot of gold...more than an expensive crystal..more than a precious diamond.. . i am so proud of him... ilove the man...