hi peeps...gotta blog agen...wow...ang saya2...im here with mah baby sa ryt syd ko and joy sa may left..d2 kme sa ers...uhm prelims na next wik, yet, di pa ko ready...well...ima study sa wikends...ang daming nangyari... i won nga pla...uhm...miz ko na dad ko...
dis is post is dedicated to mah baby...u kno guyz, im not expecting things to be like this..i can say,"i'm happy and so much in love with him...kahit na my away and everything, i stiil know na we can pass all these...minsan nalu2ngkot ako pag talagang ang babaw ng pnaga2wayin namin pero ok lng...im learning from it..actually im gettin piss of sa mga taong ....hhhhuuuu.... i cant define them..they are all these stupid...walang magawa...well im doin my best to overcome this feeling...ya, i love him....so much
im confused..i dont know exactly why..di ko lam kung cno ka2usapin ko...:( nalu2ngkot ako...im thinking sumtin...and praying 4 it...yko n ng gan2...

hi everyone...im juz bothered...cno po ung nagtag sakin....? ya..... ur wrong about me?....y? r u one of dose pipol hu judged me?...parang nassense ko kung cno ka hu...well...tnx neway...im waiting for mah baby...til 6 pa kc class nya...im hapi doin dis...its been one month since d day i've decided to choose wats and hus best 4 me...sana lng he alredy have moved on...and ope he is also hapi....im praying thou... now, im striving for the best in my studies...i feel so blessed with my family and friends...my greatest wish alredy did come true...after that storm with my mum......finally, ive cum to realized dat im so lucky to have her...hey!!! i have the most patient,most loving, funny, kahit minsan "kuripot" mom in the world...gudd....i also have the most good luking, supportive, kind, and cutey cutey smiling Dad.... hehe...im always proud to shout to all of u guyz....sa kanila ko nagmana....gud man or bad, still....proud prin ako...la lng...mejo naka2ba ung mga subjects namen ngaun...4 sure im oping ima hav fun....i still have to plan and do good in everything...

hi baby...ilove you so much........ope we wont have petty stufz to fyt over hu...yokong nagaaway tau eh...study u mabuti hu...mahal n mahal kita....

hi...long tym no blog...jes wke up and hav 2 fnish ol my projcts... my dad will be leaving this coming tuesday..:'( ima cry for sure...and i cnt think of the following days again without him..i was so hapi when he came last sept. 16...it was a surprise...my bday was held at San pedro Laguna last Sept 21..Emil and his cousin came, together with Katz,Upper,george,kate,keith and his cousin,leah and edward (sang 4evermore) aye, jessica,elei etc....with my bestfriends -elaine and ivy (emcees) jm and dan and of course my baby...it was my happiest bday evrsnce....after d party, my otha frends went swimming..c knad nga pala, he sang 4 me dn...natouch tlaga ko sa message ng dad ko...til now, pg na2lala ko, naiiyak ako...ilove him so much...likewise, my mum jes told me how mch i mean to her...of cors, my lola who happened to be at my side since birth also touched my heart...ang saya ko talaga...dami nangyari which ol proved wat im feeling ryt now...im feelin mixed emotions...sad becoz dad will be gone 4 another year..opefully he'll be back next year for my sis' bday...ang sweet nga nila ng mum ko...dey are alweiz together..yesterday night,ol of us went to the movie haus..happy for everything that God has given me, my family, friends, and jes for havin Ryan...buti naLng hes der 4me lalo na ngaun dat i badly need someone to cry on...i ope i cud spend d moment with my Dad d most of it..tnx sa lhat ng nagpasaya sakin...i wud alweiz cherish it...tnx........

hi!!!! la lng..ima go to sm to be with my sis...intay na nga nya ko...i havnt take my consti exam...am nervous...sna madali...miz ko n pla baby ko....ope ksma ko sha ngaun... sigh...ilove you baby.....

uhm kchat ko baby ko....la lng...........:)

EVERYTIME
I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me

I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause everytime I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause everytime I see your face
My heart does begin to race every time

One half want me to go
Other half wants me to stay
I just get so all confused
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Chorus

I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Chorus

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times...For all my times.

uhm la lng...juz taught of typin b4 i wud study agen...hay....di me nkapunta ng skul..i feel sick..ders dis girl txtin me...gf daw sha ni melvin...i let go ko na daw sha...hello?.... i alredy did...matgal na...for Gudz sake...nauubos na pasensha ko... lagi nlng nya ko gnugulo..nw ive realized dat he rily ruined my days...too late to have regrets...it all hapend in a glance..wer over...bakit ba hndi pa nya matanggap yan?....its hard to move on...sobra... pero kung paulit2 nlng and yet we havnt learn nethin...bkit pa kelngang ituloy... tma na ung thought dat i did love him......sigh.....
miz ko na baby ko...pauwi n daw sha..i wont 4get aug 23....im hapi....sana lng we cud make our relationship work...i dont wana fail dis tym...ilove you baby...and ill do my best to make u fil dat i rily do....ge po...gudluck sa lahat..aral taung mabuti.....

LoVe…LoVe…LoVe…FAILURES...wHy!?!



bkit kya dumdtng sa point ng isang tao yng nag-d-dlwang icp ka? afraid tht u might pick d wrong decision N regret it 4d rest of life!?



hav ya eva felt tht uve been so gaga over sum1 N yet we call it cRaZy...

but we neva thght how stupid we bc0me until we felt tht we've been hurt ??!



and how cum aftr ol d shtz uve been thrgh 2sum1, hurt u lyk no one elz did, still u say...

"MAHAL KO PA RIN SHA..." shetz...

sumtymz wre confused kng mkknig tyo sa tkbo ng utak nten or frm d feelingz we hve in our heart…
they say tht LOVE CONQUERS ALL....ye right!!!



mnsan, n-fe-feel nyo pa yng tipong may mahal k, pero mern nmn syng iba, or u fell 4ur friend but ur too afraid 2let it show coz ur fearing of rejection?

dialogue @d movie My Best Friend's Wedding which Rupert Everett said...

"If you love someone, say it...u say it right then...out LOUD…
or the moment just...passes you by..."



meron nmn yng situation na, tipong threz sum1 in ur lyf N u cld say n hez/shez 'd one' at mssbe mo rn n
mahal na mahal mo sha... but then, uve lost ur trust on him/her...yng tipong bngay mo n lhat ng trust mo nun una, tpos nwla lhat kc nlman mong hez/shez cheatin on ya? dba mskit??! SOBRA!!!

shempre u cnt help 2thnk tht he/she myt d0 dz 2u again, aftr uv gven him/her a chnce? N now, telln u dz promises tht uve heard a million tymz b4...

but then...what IF he/she broke dz promises in dz 2nd tym arnd?

ewan ko nlang...
--->>>i jz have 2say we can do cRaZy shitz 4d 1 we luv, xcept 2gve all of our tRUSt again...

4short...
itz really hard 2trust sum1 again once uve lost it...i gez it takez tym...


eh pno nmn yng sa situation n gs2 mo mkpg-break? but threz sumthn keepz u holdin bck, yng tipong nttkot kng msktan sha or msktan mo srili mo N regret it l8r tht u did it?

...sumtymz we cant blme ourslves for endng a reltnshp, mybe sa syd ng mga nsktan MaSaMa ka at MaDALi pra sayo un at ngppksaya kpa... i DoN’t think so...



itz also really hard 2break sum1'z heart w/o wnting to..mnsan d mo nmn sha intend n sktan eh..bt u hav 2do it ryt then coz itz mch more painful if u ddnt do it ryt awy...tpos sa huli..ikw p yng masisisi at pustahan...ssbhin p nla sayo...

"BAKIT NGAYON MO LNG SINABI?
---partingz neva EASY...



N sumtymz nman u felt that uve given all uve got 2 give N stiLL it isn’t enuf? stiLL it d0esnt work ryt?
or d0esnt receive anythn in return?
---itz d matter of giving, dont assume tht ull receive mch more of wht u xpect,…

mnsan nmn tipong two tymer k, d mo m-choose one over d otha...mahal mo nga sha pero may qualitiez nmn yng isa na ok at mssbe mong ngkksundo kyo in anyway...itz very hard 2choose dba?

well, gRoW uP!!!
…tAngina,..now ur being SELFISH!
ohh well, uve gotta choose jz one person…N learn 2accept d fct tht 3 is alwyz a CROWD…



and tpos mern nmn yng situation n, mnsan bgla mo sha maalala..ya knoe...yer ex...reminiscn d ol gud tymz uve shared 2getha...somehow u miss him/her ryt? but then,..sumhow threz emptiness insyd of u n d mo mppgilan, N ur thnkin whether ur gonna do sumthn bout it or not, kc u myt be wonderin mybe hez/shez happy wid sum1 elze' armz na...

or scared 2 lose their pride chiken shitz for both partiez..

hw bout nmn sa mga taong hurt or bigo? w/o absolutely no idea why thyve been hurt...N mybe still figurin out whtz d reason of their breakup...

we usually tend 2smyl
but behind d curtains...we're DYIN....

mnsan, dindaan nlng nten sa pglalaseng toh w/our fellow brkadaz or get out of town N do sumthn as a relief 2urslf 4awhle...i blve thtz how it goez...

newy...dnt worry therez sum1 out thre who'LL b d one 2 ease ur pain away...jz widen up ur eyez..or u cld use ur high resolution reading glasses...coz tht myt help prhpz... lolz

...ull neva know...d person bsyd u in a bus myt b d one who cn spend d rest of ur lyf wid...hmmm...

mybe sooner or l8r... (betcha, im sure they will) they’ll probably soon realized wht thyve lost N found…

oh well, 2bad;)...plaging nsa huli tlga and pagsisisi...
itz not ur loss....itz THEIRS...


mdme p jan noh..pDe bA!!!

---we truly neva know wht we've g0t til itz gone...



N we also neva thght d person we l0ved d m0st cld b d one who will hurts us d most...

ok letz jz put it dz way...


di k nmn kc ms-saktan kng d k nagm-mahal eh...
ns-saktan k kc nagm-mahal ka...


mnsan we'd prfer 2b hurt p nga dba?!?



in our point of our livez we shld be so LUCKY 2hav sum1 whoLL NEVA letz us go...

sum1 whoLL luv us even more...N sum1 whoLL cherish us 4d rest of our livez...



---lessons of luv cld brng us so mch pain...

i gez god jz letz us meet few people tht goez in and out in our livez...N those tymz myt be d unforgettable onez...

taughts us lessons in dz insane wrld of LOVE...
d more we've been hurt, d more we gain d lessonz...

but one thng is 4sure..we'll know how 2get up again wen we fall...



dnt b afraid 2 give urself a chance 2 luv again.. dont look back N look 4d qualities frm d past luv 2 someone new...we’re diff kndz of people N has diff personalitiez…but, who knoez...threz mch more u can see in dz new pers0n, tht u can neva thnk of...



ending relationshipz doesnt mean itz d end of d story in a pocketbook,(or a book rather) but itz d beginning of a new chapter in lyf...



LOVE neva keptz as promise wid a word such as "FoReVeR"...

itz not jz a word tht is easy 2say..itz also a place 4us 2get there...

---actions speaks louder than words.



now, as i sat down in d front of my computer, mind spinnin,..bored,…lack of sleep...listenin d2 radio...playn an old skool whch is 4sure one of our fave luv songz of all d tym...

"...and itz tellin me IT MIGHT BE YOU, all of my life..."

dz linez keep circlin lyk butterflies on my head, wonderin who myt be d luv of our livez...





no one cld tell...

no one knowz...

god only knoez...



dz are jz some of d situations in LOVE. i cnt say tht im d one of thse pe0ple who knoez all shitz bout LoVe...im jz sayin dz coz ive learnt fr0m them alot...and sumhow ill cherish dz lessons tht left dz scars frm my past...lessons tht will teach me over N over agen…

i gz itz truly in d matter of our CHOICE in lyf…

gnyan tlga buhay prng lyf...tsk tsk tsk...



LoVe is feelin lyk ur in heaven, but it can also hurt lyk hell. but 1 thng is 4sure, uLL learn 2let go N luv sum1 elz more tht eva u did b4,dz tym it myt be xtra special, do sumthin wonderful dz day 4it will neva cum agen. d0nt live a lyf wid a regret.

take chances, make mistakez...

HAPPINESS - and thtz d only thing u can gve urslf anyway!

[ thx takin ur tym readin dz shitz !...i hpe dz sumthn myt taught u sumhow...fwd dz 2all d peepz who u thnk tht thyve lost their faith in LOVE...]




"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forver." -Ally Mcbeal

hi...long tym no blog...everyone s telling me to update my blog...ive bin very busy ds past few days...mejo sad din....uh well, i'm happy now with my simple life...my misery with "you know who" is over...but u know, itz kinda hard to adjust...nasanay me na anjan sha... at least, i can say dat he's really one of my best friends...and boyfriend...dapat 1 yr and 10 mos n kme...reality bites...he's totally gone...:(kse kahit ganun sha, i did love him dis much...as in, ung lahat ready akong isacrifice juz for him to be happy..as of now, hindi pa rin nawa2la un...ung pictures,mem'riz...lahat nasakin pa.... der are still times na nalu2ngkot ako..sayang kase... sha lng ung taong kaya kong pagsabihan ng kahit ano...but yeah....im moving on... i chose someone now whom i think i can be with while moving on and facing my new life without him... he makes me happy...he's always there for me...un nga lng parang he still loves his ex girlfriend...dapat nga 3 yrs n cla ngaun...im afraid the time wud come and hell tell me na ba2lik sha sa x ña....it wud hurt me....after ayoko na talga...actually nasa library sha ngaun...sabi ña pu2ntahan ña ko after his class....sigh.....im not expecting nething...but ima do evrything to make it work dis tym...malapit na pla bday ko....greatest wish ko.....my dad to come home and be with us on my special day.... ope maging hapi un.... my list na pla ko ng 18 special men and women of my life.....

time to blog agen...... i miz u baby.....la lng... my hdz aching..sbi ng baby ko kmain n daw me..but i cnt... sna mwala na 2... miz u ol!!!!

hi 2 evryone.......la lng...

I miz u angelz....

hi peeps!!!! well..i juz came from camping last friday 2 sat..it was fun...we had activities lyk hiking, trekking, dancing, singing, group sharing ec..i slept in a tent w d tlc...ivy..phearly..mad..len...jev...and anggie... u kno wat, we tuk a bath together and we didnt know dat from d side of d guy'z tent, dey cud overluk us in d cr....d cr's door wer not fully furnished... dey saw us grrr....kya pla d cla umaalis dun sa place... oh God... dey suckEd!!! well... i met new frends... grbe hu... i joined ds ms searchee contest and d guy ws baby mike..baby xe hes only 15... hahaha..he held our hands and kiz it...hes juz lyk kizng her ate... i met my sis's ex bf..he was kind and he ws alwyas telling me dat i luk my sis a lot.. so he ws hapi 2c me...ms killer smyl dw me sbi nung isang guy dun..he ws luking at me oftentmes...dmi tlgang monkees...well, i ddnt mnd it...i mde frendz w dem..daz all... aun... bsta im hapi i think ... our defense will be on fri..wish us luck... kizers!!!!

hi evryone....ill blog more about wat hapen 2me tom nlng....i wna slip na...i had 3 nyts lack of slip...im tyrd...bye!!! love u all....miz u angel...

what's ur problem angelz?.... y are u sad of sumtin?....

hi!!! cute ng angel noh??.... well i juz finished our research paper's draft...as in me lng..im tyrd..weeeww... i'll study in philo pa... im enjoying a lot with my stufz now..im hapi........mwah!! to all of you!!! love lotz....

hi!!! i havnt bin bloggin 4 one wik... wow...i made it.. it ws my mum'z bday yestrday... she juz txted me dat she luvs me..thankng me 4 bein a gud daughter..uy...dba, ang bait2 ko!!! i ws crying lst nyt..la lng..i juz felt incomplete.. den raymond called up..i was so overwhelmed..at least he ws der 2 tok 2me.. dat was around past 12 midnyt.. so i wasnt able 2 atend my english class.. bday ni chow2-Alex Pornel lst May 2... he ws lyk, he ws w8ng for evry1 2 rmember hs bday... i called hm up 4 i tot he hd ds big problem..la lng pla..hehe.. chow2 tlaga... me and ivy wer almost near 2 death last sat 2...der was a jeepney near our 4mer skul wc xploded.. d place grew dark with that freakin smoke.. ivy ws lafing..as if derz notin wrong..hehe silly girl.. i ws lyk, "ivy..bilsan mo, ma2tay na tau!!" my mum called up and she ws rily worried..but we decided 2 stay for the meeting..i was hapi of sharing my stuffs with other people.. wow...4 days 2go and we shall go camping!!! juz ope i wont be havn some encounter w my x bf..ggrrr...ya,i miz u 2 angelz.. but y do i feel dat derz sumtin wrong.. mybe i juz dnt c u or we havnt tok agen.. i juz wsh dis wont bring up anytin bad.. i juz wnt 2 feel and prove sumtin.. ope ur doin fne.. thnx.. ur bola-ing me agen..NO doubt..hehehe hug nga!...mmmmmm! Tc u

diz thingy z too mch...i ope i cud be der on sat... it wil be my mum'z bday on sunday... me and ivy wer 2geder nw...w mhad..sis of her crushy crush...

la lng me magawa...im sad agen... well...my mumz colin me n... i dnt hv
my appetite...i dnt wna eat..idunno...:(

WAT D....

HI!!!! IIM SO CUUUUUUUTEEEEEEEE!!! DAMN..<

hi...z up thngy.... i feel so awful...huhuhu...dz s cuz of my stupid ulcer... juz ope i ate my breakfst..but i did nt.. i woke up l8..stupid tlga... i got mad yesterday with dem..my close frends..ya...i wasnt expecting cz i dnt wnt 2 show i was mad.. but i hate people pointng out fingerz...well..itz over.. ds "guy" s courting my frnd nw..i think.. juz ope he wouldn't do sumtin dt cud get in2 my nerves..ny frend deserves sumtin juz ryt...well...i mz my angelz..kno wat..im grounded bcuz of surfing d net til nyt..i gota slip around 9 pm..i should and itz a rule..wen my mum fndz out im nt in my room, she'll keep on colin me.. thou im juz stayin in d livng rum...exagge noh?!!! as if ill be kidnappd or sumtin... after skul, i hav 2b home..nomore gmiks 4 now..:( sad 2 think i cnt be w ivy and frends.. ope 2c u soon angel... juz be perseverant,,u can do ol ur stufz...mwah!love yah!

im typing now...alone agen... ds day s...ckz... my hedz achn... i ddnt go out to atend mass..i myt hav fever or sumtin... plz...dnt let it b...

i love you angel............i miz you sooooooooooooooo muuuuuuuuuuchhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

im w my frends nw..la lng... bad trp me ky ?0-,<.....pakshet sha!!

Daniel Bedingfield - "If You're Not The One"

Lyrics:
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

im nw at ers..alone.. my classmates are in d library ryt nw.. itz rly boring.. so i decided 2 sneak out and research bout our topic in com s...ckz...i hd ds dream agn...i hav noticed dat ive bin dreamin of it since lst wik..eeewww.. well gtg agen...i hv 2 fx ds stufs... mz u angel...lav yah...

i miz my angel so mch...

ya....im hre w my cuz and i feel so uncomfortable..i hv my........nw..unxpectedly and it do s...ckz!!ope ds wl fnsh soon..ggrrr..wel i hvnt study 4 my english xam tom..wel...piece of cke..im sleepy agen..it seemz 2 dt im havn a bad appetite...f..S!!!! kno wat, i stl fil bad about (?0<).. things cnt be dat smooth agen bet us..our frendship..im no longr rna, her frend who is alweiz der 4 her.. i dunno..i dnt fil lyk tokin 2 her 2 mch..i hav notin 2 say..ya, i miz our happy tlks..bt everything changes.. im stil thinkin about d plan i told Krystel a whle ago bout dt idiot..hell learn his worst lesson..from me of courz..stupid!!! she has to be a little more careful..ds knd of guy do hv a sweet tongue..im used 2 it.. i ddnt go w ivy 2 watch basktbol... i juz tlod her ill be w her tom.. i miz elaine..shes stl in Bohol i think..w his hunny...wow...kainggit!!! i saw maiad wen me, kate and aye wer at d px cty... shes knda look so hapi..yes w her luvlyf i tnk.. til here im rily sleepy.. am gna tke a bth agen..itz so hot....

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hi guys...im here w ivy..at last i hav my own blog na..but im stil searchn 4 new discoveries...c Gatas xe....she havnt teach me yet..i miz my angelz so much......

hi guyz!

hi...z up guys!!!!