after seeing his eyes.... i felt so sad.....
i know that i'm the one who makes his life miserable now...
what im gonna do?....
how i wish i can break down into two or break myself into pieces
so i cud give myself to those who need me...
but i can't...
i'm just human... i need space and the time to breathe and discover myself..
supposedly, it will be our 2nd year anniversay next month...
people seem to think that were more than that...
we were always together...
i can't remember any moment he left me...
he was in my system for that long....
that when i close my eyes, i would still think of him....
nothing is permanent in this world...
people really come and go....

alam kong mahal nya ko....
alam kong nahihirapan sha....
alam kong umiiyak sha....
alam kong gusto na nyang maaus 2 lahat...
nginitian nya ko na parang bagong kakilala...
bakit ganun?...
i'm praying hard na sana lumiwanag na po ung isip ko...

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do?....

yes, i can do something.... i can give myself again...
pero pano na ko?...
mawawala ako...baka hindi ako makabalik...
the whole world is against me dhil sa decision ko...
lahat cla ayaw to...
dahil napakalaking kawalan ng isang taong handang ibigay lahat para sau...
na kahit sarili nyang kaligayahan ibibigay mapasaya ka lng...
walang katulad, walang makakahigit dahil isa lng sha...

isang taong minahal ko ng lubos at tapat....
isang taong tinanggap ko ng buong-buo...
hindi pala minahal.. dahil hanggang ngaun, nasa ugat ko
prin un pagmamahal na un..
at lagi kong mararamdaman hanggang sa huli...

despite this, i am happy....
masayang tanging ako lng makakapgpaliwanag...
sana pareho kme ng nararamdaman..
sana handa nya kong ipaglaban...
sana.......
the smile, the touch and every gestures make me well....
waaahhh... ...

"masaya kba?....
opo...
bkit?....
hndi ko alam...
basta masaya ko...
parang kulang lahat ng oras...
kc 7:20 na..."
hahahaha....

i don't know how to describe how i feel...


i'm just like a bird......

make me smile.....


let the world understand me...

i'm happy with this...

i just can't get enough of it....

wahhhh........ wahhh.....

words aren't enough again...


Over time, I’ve building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I’ve gone much too far for you now to say
That I’ve got to throw my castle away
Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I’ve been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day
And though you don’t believe that they do
They do come trueFor did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I’ve searched to discover
I’ve come much too far for me now to find
The love that I’ve sought can never be mine
And though you don’t believe that they do
They do come trueFor did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like i
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you