uhm... see my latest post?.... my gudd....
few days after, kuya allan died...:(
actually computer nya gamit ko ngaun...
lamig nga d2..
baka katabi ko lng sha...
when i saw him yesterday, i still cnt believe everything.
life is so short and we should really make the most of it.

i dont know if im done with my confusion.
im happy he's there 4 me despite of everything.
he loves me... true.....
i just realized how much he means to me now...
i wana kill that someone...
flirting someone is the worst thing...
men seem to lie everytime a girl is vulnerable to fall for another.
they suck...
they should not be like that..
men don't play...but....
boys do....
i hate the world for going with the flow.
i hate myself more...
from now on, ill give the best i can give...
show love...be loved.... love again...
that's life and loving...

goodbye kuya allan.... we will miss you...true...