Wednesday, May 11, 2005

summer class is over.... im just like the weather- unpredictable, wla sa condition, magulo....
it's not good to say that because i've always wanted to set things in order.
this is part of being a Virgo- perfectionist... sometimes, it gives me inspiration to be the best of i can be.
but oftentimes, i am so afraid to fail... despite, i still wanna take the risk...
kahit alam kong masa2ktan ako...
there were such times that i want to be alone, to find my way back to myself....
rona is no longer rona....
i became so submissive with all the outside forces of my world...
darn... it shudn't be...
God help me to know what i really want...
i am lost....
this thing made me restless...
sana naman sabihin mo sakin na ma22lungan mo ko...
masaya ko pag alam kong nakikinig ka
pero hanggang kelan?...
hindi ko alam kung dapat ko pa bang icpin un...
lalo lang akong nagu2luhan....
alam kong wlang pgasa..walang pu2nthan laht ng illusions ko.
wag nman sana...
i want to face the reality...
don't smile..make me hate that thing...
i might stumble and fall...
waaaahhhhh....Love moves.....

Miracle Morning

Happy Sunday! It's the last day of the month. Exactly 2months and 2 weeks away from Singapore. God is definitely trying to enlighten me...