Sunday, October 10, 2004

LAST DANCE (brian mcknight)
Do I know more than we knew then?
Or do we know less and we just pretend
Your brought out my heart and walked away
Your eyes tell me more than words will ever say
Should we take a chance
And dance the last dance?
Should we spend the night
One more time
Caught up in this romance
Or maybe wait and see, let it be
The way that it will be
Should we take a chance
And dance the last dance
How can I be wrong?
When I feel the way I feel
How can I deny, emotion that's so real
In the middle of the night
I call out your name
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do you feel the same?
Let me go, come to me
Which way is the way that it should be
This is so bittersweet
There's no way that we can love enough to show
If we take the chance

i'm here at a comp shop near our place... well, things aren't the way it should be now... :( wer not in gud terms... why do i have to alwys feel that im his least priority? i understand that he's doing a lot of stuffz at home... but that doesnt mean that he would just let me wait until he's ready to give me time...im not a demanding girlfrend... alam kong di nya kasalanang masiraan sha.. but there are options.... un lng, mas pinili nyang wag akong puntahan at gawin ung mahal nyang motor... hay nakoh... ayoko namang sbihin na pde naman gn2 gnyan... xe cnbhan lng nya ko na hndi daw sha makina... am i treating him like one?!!! hindi naman eh... kung ano ung binigay nya tinatanggap ko..wala akong dinedemand... but let me know kung san ako sa buhay nya tlga...
i dont want him to feel na im just treating him like an object or what..but the way he spoke to me...parang ganun nga..lagi nya kong pngeexpect, di nman natu2pad...sna lng habang maaga cnsabi nya..sana di nlng sha ngsa2lita kung di nya kayang gawin...para di ako umasa...that's one thing i hate most, ANG UMASA SA WALA!!!!
so much about him...i have many things to thank for... kahit ganun madaming blessings.. last friday, it wasnt a good day for me khit mataas ung grade namen sa newsprod... i felt bad about sir palad..my cnabi shang (lgi nyang pnamu2ka) hndi ko gusto...kaya pag ngsstart ung activity mejo humihina loob ko...xo iniicp ko nlng na wala akong pkialam sa ssbihin nya...one day ill prove to him something..and ill look down to him as if hndi nya ko dapat cnabhan ng ganun..im not mad, lagi ko lng nra2mdaman sknya 2...depsite, im still holding my principle at walang maka2pagpabagsak skin..not even a sir palad!
tnx tlga sa lhat2 ng taong tumulong skin nung prod...muah!!!! tnx na rin ky ryan kc andun sha.... hmp!!!! galit prin ako...bhala sha...grrr.....

Miracle Morning

Happy Sunday! It's the last day of the month. Exactly 2months and 2 weeks away from Singapore. God is definitely trying to enlighten me...